I had a thought. I thought about this year, last year, and the past few years of my life. I realized (barring a few health hurdles) they have all been the same. I want to live life so that each year is memorable. I want to remember this season and next season, and the season after that as something different than the last.
Basically, I'm tired of every day being the same. Does this look like anyone else's day?
Get the kids off to school.
Work, or more like, balance my inbox so clients don't fire me while also trying to earn my paycheck.
Staying sexy every day while wondering, "why does my back hurt randomly when I reach for the remote?" while also fighting the raging battle of facial hair.
Deciding what's for dinner before everyone gets hangry.
Trying to stay awake past 9pm so I can spend some time with my husband.
Desperately looking forward to small vacations, only to find out I'm too tired to enjoy myself and sleep through most of it.
Wondering: Is this adulting? Why do I feel like a wandering MILF in Space? Do others know what they are doing?
So this is Day One of me attempting to adult with presence, gratitude for routine, courage for change, and all that stuff that Oprah and Maya used to talk about, and now IG influencers are...as if they invented it.
I don't have a hard plan for content besides the normal ups and downs and everything in between of figuring out adulthood in my 40s. (I feel like I need a manual or for someone to tell me how to do everything.) If you'd like to come along on this journey through space, buckle up buttercup, because who knows where we'll go?
